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Why can’t you just tell someone you love them when you feel it?

Why does it have to be some big spectacular thing?

This absolutely drives me insane. My boyfriend and I were arguing and he brought up how I didn’t believe the way he felt. He said he wants to tell me he loves me but can’t or hasn’t found the right time.
The right time?
There’s a wrong time?

Okay so there is a wrong time. But when’s the right time? I don’t understand why people have to over complicate things by finding the “right time”. What of you never find it? What if something bad happens to either of us and we’ll never know how the other feels because we never told each other?

The right time doesn’t just stroll along, you have to make the time. I’d rather do something today than die tomorrow and never have experienced whatever it was. You never know what could happen. So why rely on the hope that things will just fall in to place for you.

So if you love someone you should tell them when you feel it, not wait for the “right time” to come.

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Things I learned about Japan from PONPONPON video

The bread has eyes:

Microphones come from ears:

Farts are magic:

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Tattoo number 2 is done and beautiful! :D

Tattoo number 2 is done and beautiful! :D

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My tattoo, (Only half of the flower is finished, the rest will be done next week)

It looks bad on webcam

My tattoo, (Only half of the flower is finished, the rest will be done next week)

It looks bad on webcam

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Just so you all know, this is what my facebook newsfeed looks like.

Just so you all know, this is what my facebook newsfeed looks like.

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Oh hey, don’t mind me. Just chilling with my baby. ♥

Oh hey, don’t mind me. Just chilling with my baby. ♥

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Let me quote myself here.

“Death is inevitable, it’s going to happen no matter what. But the point in life is that you don’t know when , where, or how, the point is to live like you’re dying. Stop fucking thinking of how hard it is and start fucking thinking of better shit. I get how hard it is, but honestly you aren’t helping yourself. Get off your ass and do something with yourself, then you won’t be so depressed, shit won’t seem so hard.”

“There are people out there who are told when they will fucking die. Something no person should ever know. But you wouldn’t know who it is because THEY’RE OUT LIVING THEIR LIVES. Get off your ass and sop feeling sorry for yourself, because you have the rest of your life ahead of you.”

These were texts I sent to my friend at around 2am this morning. I was half asleep and damn fucking tired of hearing all this “woe is me” shit. Its about fucking time everyone hears this. I hope someone learns from this, because this is legit shit, no lie at all.

-Get off your ass and stop feeling sorry for yourself. The main reason you feel like crap is because you’re dwelling on the bullshit that started it, stop thinking of all the bad shit and think about the good things. Don’t think about what you could have and start thinking about what you do have, because there may be a few hundred people with more than you, But there over thousands of people who have less than you. Material and non material.

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Take your chances, not your life!

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I remember when I actually meant something to you.

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I don’t feel like I’m alive anymore… Just existing. What’d the point in existing, if you aren’t living?

I don’t feel like I’m alive anymore… Just existing. What’d the point in existing, if you aren’t living?

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You keep saying “Things will get better” or “your life will pick up soon”.

Did you know for 17 years my life was complete shit?
Did you not stop to think that it doesn’t always get better?

Guess what, my life did pick up. It picked up on October 22, 2010 - The day I met David. That was the day that I realised I would be okay. That I was day that made me realise the suffering really was worth it.
Because in all honesty, the day before I was questioning why I had held on to my worthless life for so long. I was questioning why I had believe the hype of “It’ll get better”. I found the better, my life had picked up.

But guess what - My “better” or “pick up”, picked up and walked away. So you’re all right, it does get better, but no matter how hard you try, “better” doesn’t stay for long.

So if you’re sitting around waiting for your better, just remember it doesn’t always stay when you need it to.